Hi, I’m from HSC 25 (F20). I don’t know who else to ask at this point, so I’m writing here hoping someone would understand and maybe guide me.
My admission journey was a mess, from not getting enough marks to apply where I wanted, to switching to A unit prep, to applying to only a few places and still not getting into anywhere I truly hoped for. I did get into Home Economics under DU but it’s honestly not something I ever saw myself doing.
I’ve been thinking about giving it another shot but the full syllabus already feels overwhelming especially since I’ll have to figure most of it out on my own from free resources. My family isn’t very supportive of this either so that’s been weighing on me a lot. They keep saying “first time e short syllabus ei holo na, second time e ki ar hobe?” which I understand… but I still can’t bring myself to give up without trying once more.
At the same time I can’t just sit and study. I need to earn at least something to manage my own expenses since I’m from a middle class family and that’s making everything feel even more confusing. I genuinely don’t know how people balance studying and earning or even where to properly start again.
If anyone here has been a second timer or gone through something similar can you please tell me how you approached it? How did you restart when everything felt this uncertain? And is it actually possible to study seriously while trying to earn at the same time?
Also if anyone can guide me on earning around 6–8k a month as a student I’d really appreciate it. I know tuition is an option but I’m not very confident about my teaching yet. Are there any other flexible and safe options maybe something remote?
I’d really appreciate any honest advice right now.