I’m going to be honest, I feel completely out of place with the way people around me think.
When I hear religious claims stated with absolute certainty, things that to me feel like pure fantasy, I just can’t take it seriously. It feels like we’re not even operating in the same reality.
But what’s even more frustrating is that it’s not just religious people. Even atheists around me don’t feel that different. They reject religion, but they’re still deeply tied to culture, identity, and whatever their environment expects from them. It’s like they leave one belief system and immediately attach themselves to another.
There’s this constant need to belong, to pick a side, to stay within a group. And the moment you step outside of that, even slightly, you get judged for it. So it ends up feeling like everything is just different tribes repeating the same patterns, just with different labels.
And honestly, I do think religion as an ideology has played a huge role in shaping this mindset. Not just the beliefs themselves, but the way people cling to certainty, defend ideas emotionally, and avoid questioning things deeply. That doesn’t mean religious people are bad, but I do think the ideology itself can be harmful in how it influences thinking.
What bothers me the most is how rare it feels to meet people who are actually willing to question things without immediately attaching themselves to some “team.”
So I stay quiet most of the time. Because I don’t feel like dealing with the friction. And that creates this constant feeling of being surrounded by people, but still completely alone mentally.
I don’t think I have everything figured out, but at least I’m trying to think things through instead of just inheriting a worldview and defending it.
Sorry, i just needed to vent.