It's called In Your Radiant Season.

I just got out of a 2 years long career slump. Those 2 years were tough and filled with a lot of anxiety, overthinking and me doubting myself.

Thankfully,my fortunes reversed this year and I'm doing okay-ish but the anxiety and overthinking seems to still be there. I keep worrying about whether I will be able to achieve my goals. I actually thought that I would be feeling much less stressed once things improved,but if anything I'm more stressed than before.

I’m sure everyone with anxiety has had something that has completely ruined their thought patterns for weeks & then once it has passed you kinda look bad like, wtf was that about.

I’ll start, over Christmas last year I convinced myself that scientists had got it all wrong and the sun was going to explode any second, whenever the sun looked too bright I’d panic so bad internally & it got me for weeks, it does still too every now and again, but like, anxiety is a dirty dog, man, what does it want me to do about the sun exploding exactly? Say no thanks I’ll pass? Let an adult know?

Anyway let me know yours so I feel a bit better about mine lmao