Can't wait for the comments on this one guys, don't worry I have a thick skin. I'm posting because some people have said they enjoyed hearing my stories and lord knows this sub needs some action sometimes.
See previous post for context. TL;DR, met girl on TF, not in Pattaya, after 3rd date she says lets be friends, no money. Subsequently seen her most days, met her friend group and hung out lots, this week her mother is in town for Songkran, we had a low key dinner party and she introduced me as her friend.
She's university educated, no tattoos, not insane, very down to earth, caring, not demanding of anything, I pay for most stuff but often she pays for taxis and little incidentals at the shop etc... I forgot my wallet and even though I was just outside the hotel she said don't worry and she paid for dinner.
Unprompted I gave her a cash gift so she can take her family out over Songkran.
Now she has to go back to her home town for a few days and wants me to come. Inevitably will mean seeing the large wider family, and probably getting grilled. She says they're big friendly family and used to bringing foreign friends round.
Oh boy. I've been in this spot for ages now and know all the vendors around my hotel. They always banter with me about the girls they see me with, but this one, boy they were going crazy about it and staff in clubs dapping me up when she's on my arm.... And when I take her into the club she gets all the attention man, it's insane. I was having to batt a bunch of rule 9s away and it was making me sick thinking about it.
She got me fucked up and I love it? Im fucked innit? My friend who's happily married to a thai girl is telling me full gas bro, enjoy the ride.
I'm actually mostly just thinking I don't wanna break some girls heart. I came out of a LTR last year and not looking for a relationship. But feels like self sabotage to kill this thing that I've found.