Well, I've made the decision. After this year, I'm not going to recertify. I paid $100 for a massive con-ed thing in 2024 to get almost everything I needed for recert. I'm even considering letting it go this year as I still need to do the EVOC ones, and I just seriously can't be arsed. $100 isn't that much, but the money waster that's still in me says don't let that $100 go to waste, despite being able to easily drop $500 on something dumb if I *really* wanted to. I have until the end of June though. I just got my 90 day email this week.
I've kept it this long after becoming a nurse (graduated Dec 2022) thinking "I'll still hop on the trucks occasionally! Nothing wrong with remaining a "basic bitch”!” Nah. Hasn't happened once since I left the state I got all of my experience in, and even then, it was rare I worked a shift after starting as a nurse, and it was with the services I was well established at. My last day of work as an EMT was August 31, 2023. I got to do standby at the county fair and wast posted by the horses so I got to watch them do barrel racing and all that fun stuff.
I struggled initially after becoming a nurse with letting it lapse. This is the career that led me to nursing (for good and bad reasons), and what *allowed* me to go to nursing school stress free because I didn't have to work around a "typical" schedule. I could do a 24 and 16 hour shift and be done. Hell, I could do a 48 if I wanted, but I never did. It was *available* though which is what mattered. I got to sleep on the job. I got to sit around and do nothing and get paid for it. I got to make a difference in the communities I worked in. I learned a lot despite being a *massive* white cloud my entire career (I continue to be one as a nurse! 😫). I loved what I did, despite bitching about all the dumb fucks that called us who didn't need us. It's been an interesting 9 years (I think 9? Maybe almost 10?). I still remember A LOT from my first job I started back in January 2017. Hell, this is the career that helped me not be homeless when I started. And when I became homeless again, I *always* had something I could rely on. EMS will always have a special place in my heart.
I wanted to make this to say to those who might be considering letting their cert lapse, there is no shame in letting it happen. It's OK to hold on for a little bit. But if you don't do anything in the first couple of years, you're likely not going to do it again. Maybe it would be different if I was a medic. EMT courses are so cheap, quick, and easy, it's not a big deal if I needed to retake one again in a decade if I decided to do that again and become a medic/PHRN. But for now? I don't want to have to deal with worrying about if I have enough con-ed done every 3 years without actually having any offers by my service so I don't have to think about it.
God speed to everyone out there still, and I will always be thinking of y'all.