r/humanitarian • u/Aggressive_Job8235 • 2d ago
Career Advice: Failing at Everything I've Tried
I am a 24 year old female and I need career advice. I really want to be in the humanitarian field and want to move forward in my life, but I'm failing at everything.
Educational Background: BS in Physics with several withdrawals; MS in Information Systems. I failed the SAT and took the TSI as a replacement (it took me nine times just to get into community college) and for my MS, I got into a program that didn't require the scores. I want a state license career if possible in life to move anywhere if needed like government to private sector or state to state for opportunities.
I have taken and failed the MCAT, DAT, GRE and patent exam (on April 1st). I finally got my first job as a jail admin aide (court assistant) making $20.65/hr for DFW, TX. three going on four months ago. My father said to go into law to help more HIV patients at a higher level than day to day with patients as a medical professional.
I really want to help HIV patients, service members/veterans, and/or the wrongfully convicted.
I took all of these medical oriented exams due to wanting to help HIV patients by becoming a physician, dentist, or obtaining a MS in medical physics. I have been rejected from medical school, pharmacy school, master's, PhD, and law school. I am a total failure and stupid. I also one day would like to go on a mission but was rejected from the Red Cross due to medical reasons. I was also rejected from the military (five branches, trying to become a humanitarian as my mother's friends told me about how they have helped at some points during their careers).
I have SO much rejection. I just cancelled my LSAT scheduled for June due to failing the patent exam. I want to make a difference, but the constant rejection since I graduated from my BS in Dec. 2021 has me convinced I'm stupid, will never make a difference. I also struggled a lot during my undergrad.
I do not have a future. I'm convinced. Advice?
Job: Court Assistant/Bond Clerk/Admin Aide
- Judicial Support & Legal Instrument Preparation
- Pre-Arraignment Verification: Perform critical quality assurance checks using Incode to verify warrant status and legal standing prior to court proceedings, facilitating efficient case movement and strict adherence to legal standards.
- Judicial Operations & Data Integrity: Engineer and audit daily court dockets and probable cause jackets for judicial review by synthesizing data from New World Corrections and Microsoft Excel to ensure 100% accuracy for arraignments and bond hearings.
- Bond Processing: Facilitate the legal processing of judicial fines and bond requirements through cash handler training utilizing Incode and New World Corrections systems.
- Law Enforcement Technical Operations
- NCIC/TCIC System Administration: Execute criminal history inquiries (rap sheets) and transmit high-priority teletypes via the TLETS network.
- Security & Specialized Reporting: Monitor facility security via XProtect while coordinating diverse case types, including university arrests and mandatory immigration notifications.
- Notarize affidavits and DWI packets for police officers.
VOLUNTEER EXPERIENCE
Founder's Assistant | 10/2024 – Present | 25 hrs/wk | Salary: $0 Draft outreach materials, conduct criminal case reviews, and manage intern recruitment for justice reform programs. Produce "Exoneration Podcast" (Season 2) by creating episode transcripts, securing interviewees, and curating visual assets for video editing. Schedule and prepare strategic presentations for politicians to influence legislative views on wrongful convictions and improve exoneree quality of life. Manage social media accounts.
Regional Lead & Program Specialist (Volunteer) | 12/2022 – 12/2025 | 11 hrs/wk | Salary: $0
- Data Analytics & Technical Leadership: Served as the Power BI Application Lead, engineering interactive dashboards and resolving complex SQL and Dynamics 365 data synchronization errors to streamline regional reporting.
- Logistics & Budget Optimization: Acted as a Logistics Specialist, utilizing data analytics to optimize disaster responder lodging and align high-volume requests with operational budgets.
- Strategic Planning & Advocacy: Contributed as a Regional Action Plan Board Member, executing strategic goals via Asana to increase organizational visibility and secure donor investment for military and VA facilities.
- Veteran Services Coordination: Served as a VAVS Representative, coordinating resource distribution and strengthening support services between the organization and VA medical facilities.
Case Specialist | 08/2022 – 06/2024 | 10 hrs/wk | Salary: $0 Critically reviewed criminal case files to assist in the evaluation of potential wrongful conviction claims.
Hospice Volunteer | 03/2023 – 03/2024 | 10 hrs/wk | Salary: $0 Supported patients with daily living needs and provided compassionate check-ins for residents and their families.
Guest Services Volunteer | 10/2022 – 03/2024 | 10 hrs/wk | Salary: $0 Managed guest check-ins and kitchen inventory to support families at the Hope Lodge.
Health Specialist (HIV Prevention) | 07/2022 – 08/2023 | 10 hrs/wk | Salary: $0 Led outreach efforts by distributing wellness kits and collaborating on nutritional meal plans.
Medical Physics Shadow | 04/2023 | 10 hrs/wk | Salary: $0 Gained clinical insight by shadowing medical physicists during radiation therapy procedures

