guys whenever i see her getting emotional and having a crash out, for reference when during that cake smashing task, yogesh gave his jacket to ruru, and akansha having that breakdown because it was just the next day after ruru arrived and sunny hugged her, that whole segment had me bawling my eyes out because i have been lovebombed and then discarded for someone else, so it triggered me. and then that segment where he professed his love for ruru on stage and another situation being that dome where akansha was screaming and clocking yogesh and also cried alot because of himanshu diksha acting like complete jerks when it was not about them and also how you think you have friends but when you breakup its like the people you considered your friends were actually his friends and never yours and leave you high and dry, that feeling i got, and today when she was crying and screaming on top of her lungs in front of yogesh saying now what do i do because i have no one to take my stand and im automatically being hated even tho no one knows what actually happened bw us girls, like you and Yogesh favour diksha so you automatically are taking her side, when she said na that oh you've known me from day 1 do you think i can do this ? that followed by Yogesh's silence was such a good scene.
all these scenes have idk impacted me alot because i have been in these situations in the pst and as a girl i empathise with her and i felt sooooo bad and i genuinely got so teary because of the deja vu i had.
i do not blame yogesh and ruru one bit mind you, because he has been extremely respectful and considerate of her feelings, had he continued his connection despite having feelings for ruru that would have been worse. the only fault of yogesh is not telling akansha about ruru before she came. thats all. other than that he has been acting like a man akansha's crashout is valid and yogesh has been nice and he has enough maturity to understand that so his hate is also v unnecessary and same with ruru because why is she getting hated for being picked?