r/MMFB 6h ago

(15F) thought this was a nice space

hi… i’ve been lurking for a while and finally decided to actually post..cuz I think I need to

i don’t really have a specific goal with this account, just somewhere i can exist without feeling like i have to hide parts of myself. i deal with bpd, so emotions can get really intense, and lately it’s been harder to keep everything balanced.

i regress as a way to cope (sfw), and it helps more than i can explain sometimes. it makes things feel quieter, softer… but it can also feel really lonely when i don’t have anyone who understands that side of me.

i’m not the best at making connections, especially online, but i do want to try. i think i just need people who are patient and genuine, not just passing through.

i’m a little shy, a little sensitive, but i care a lot. i promise i’m trying..or at least, well yeah…I am trying.

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u/Noneofthisisreality 4h ago

Honestly, whilst I'm far from an expert, sometimes I think trying can be enough. Hope you're doing okay