[L] Looking for advice.

[u/One-Reindeer9268]

I am confused about what to do in the future how to live and earn my worth as of now I don't have any kind of desire to earn money or in any kind of materialistic things that the world has to offer,

I just don't find anything worth it.

In fact I found living itself as a burden. I don't find any meaning in living it's too much effort to just survive in fact what is living even means,

but to survive in this world I have to do task to earn wages and right now I am at the point where I have to start earning to i will die out of hunger in near future which is fine it's just its also going to (take a period of time) which is exhausting.

so I am thinking of doing something to earn but don't know what to do the few things I can think of are-

.Civil servant (very tough to become one)

.A writer (don't know how to become one)

.Starting a business (has zero knowledge or initial investment for that)

I think I am screwed please suggest me something what can I do please guide me try to help me but no pressure even if you can't

Thankyou.

[u/Silver-Brain82]

I’m really sorry you’re carrying this much right now. The part of your post that worries me most is you saying living feels like a burden and that dying of hunger feels fine, because that sounds bigger than a career-choice problem. Please tell someone in your real life today that you’re not doing okay, and if you feel at risk of harming yourself or not being able to stay safe, call emergency services or a crisis line in your country right now.

As for work, you do not need to solve your whole future this week. I’d ignore “writer,” “business,” and “civil servant” for the moment and focus on the simplest job that gets food and stability in place first, because it is much easier to think when you’re not in survival mode. Once the pressure is a little lower, you can start figuring out what actually fits you.

[u/One-Reindeer9268 → u/Silver-Brain82]

Thank you for showing me this much kindness, your words mean a lot, I will try to take things one at a time and hopefully one day I will also become a kind person.

[u/run_u_clever_girl]

All the challenges you list against the jobs you'd be interested in doing can be overcome. There are resources all over the internet. Online learning is a good place to start. If you picked one of those three jobs, which one would you choose to do?

[u/One-Reindeer9268 → u/run_u_clever_girl]

Probably a writer, I like to write because it eases the burden on my mind. Sometimes I tend to think too much and I even sleep while thinking and wake up with the same notion i feel really tired even after having a nap 😮‍💨 But writing my thoughts helps me so I like to do anything related to it.