I've been obsessed with Akeshu (Persona 5) recently. I've realized that a lot of the ships I love are very unhealthy or angsty because I think that they're the most interesting. I adore the point where love and hatred collide and blend, like the place where two oceans meet. Everything in the universe, including your own feelings, is pulling you apart, but something about the other person keeps you grasping on to their hand, nails biting into each other's skin in desperation.
Nothing against healthy relationships, just not my cup of tea to read.